9th of June

Well, doing the whole be pleasent thing to peeps, usual trolling on fitlads.net and having a bad agoraphobic day, watched Copycat and did a little pottering around the house. One of my housemates had half the local trash around til late making a racket.

Few weeks ago i sprained my ankle when i was walking down the high street, and thankfully im off the crutches for short distances but it still hurts at times. Got my new HTC fone a few weeks ago aswel as a free upgrade and had my new glasses done as i broke my last set, im supposed to wear them all the time as im bloody blind over ten metres but meh.

Back with Internet

Well i moved into a bedsit, didnt have net here til now, so i suppose an update is in order.
The Landlord made me give my cat up, whom had been with me through my bad times but i found a good home for her and shes happy. the place im in is a strange old place, we have an alcoholic who decides that its good to walk around smelling like a sesspit, a few polish and lithuaniuns and a few english folk, tania an italian girl ive seem to taken a liking with and we get on.

Ive had a few suisidal thoughts and attempts, but ive managed to bring myself through it, Dan is comming over this week, ive decided i dont want to feel like this anymore and gave him the choice, have an argument, or prove to me that you trust me enough to be vulnerable and to put your fears behind you, we will see what he chooses when he comes.